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God. I’ve lost my mind and it’s all my fault. I see things that don’t exist. I don’t see what does. Is this real? How am I to know?
I walk past my kitchen, alight with candles. Candles of intention. My therapist suggested them. They calm me I suppose. Do they? Sure. Why not?
The glass of water I pick up from the counter feels frigid in my hand, and the condensation drips into my palm.
Hmmmm~
It’s a nice sensation I do admit. The cold water, fresh, against my soft and tired flesh.
I lift the glass to my lips and gulp down the cold water. It soothes my throat and makes me feel slightly less ill.
God. My body hurts so much.
The physical pain makes it hard to stand or see straight, and my mind feels like it’s caving in. Fuck it. Embrace it. I relish the feeling as I leave my body. Everything seeps away and I feel an empty shell. The light catches in my vision and I see ultraviolet. Rainbows and kaleidoscope views dance around my head.
Ouch.
That ground came up fast.
“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-“
The lack of feeling often gets mistaken for bliss. I can’t help but laugh, it feels so good to not feel at all. Yet so upsetting and inhuman. That makes me sad. Sad? Feeling anything at all also really gets me going~
Fuck, maybe I’m just horny.
I gently lift my fingers to my mouth and swirl them around, letting a web of salvia form between my fingers and tongue.
Mmm.
Trailing my hand down and under my shirt I pinch and twist at my sensitive nipples, flicking the flesh sends ripples of pleasure across my body.
“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-“
Maybe a little more~
I move my hands a little lower, and slip my fingers into the waistband of my pants. Wet. So wet. I can feel my pussy throbbing with need as I move my fingers slowly over my clit, teasing myself just a little.
Mmmmmm~
My moans echo through my empty apartment as I slip my fingers inside myself and pump them in and out slowly. I feel the pads of my fingers on my G spot and shudder, throwing my head back just a bit. My juices flowing steadily make for excellent lube. A bit further and faster I insert my fingers, going knuckle deep now into my dripping cunt. Not enough. The pain starts creeping back in. I thrust a finger into my tight and puckered asshole, and squirm my hips around trying to gain any sort of friction to grant me satisfaction.
No luck.
I bring my hand back up to my mouth, licking it clean. I taste so good. Tangy and sweet. I turn off the lights in the kitchen so I’m in the darkness as I leave to go to my bedroom. Beside my bed in a little box under the nightstand is a box of various toys for fun. I pick up my favourite, a slender and long neon pink dildo. Around 7 inches long. Just looking at it really turns me on.
What was that?
“Hey- who’s there?”
I whip my head around to where I swore I saw someone standing. I live alone. However I’m not unused to this. My hallucinations get worse everyday, it’s hard to tell what’s real anymore.
“Hello there~”
The voice comes from all directions. A good indication of illusion. Standing at the door of my bedroom is a tall man with dark features and black hair over his eyes.
It’s in my head. It’s in my head. It’s in my head.
“Get out, get out, get out! Leave me alone already!”
I scream at the man. It freaks me out to see random people in my house. I hate it. Normally my visions go away once I realize that they aren’t real. That isn’t always the case though.
“Now sweetheart, that isn’t any way to behave. Is it?”
The man walks over to fatih escort me swiftly, almost gliding across the floor and puts his hand under my chin.
“H-Hey, who are you anyways?”
Great. Now I’ve really lost it. I’m talking to myself.
“Well I can be whatever you want me to be sugar, and it seems to me I might just be able to help you out with something.”
I follow his gaze and burn with embarrassment as I notice him staring at the neon pink toy I hold in my hand.
“It’s not what it looks like.”
I reply
“I think it’s exactly what it looks like. Lucky for you though I’ll allow it.”
He smirks at me when I offer a puzzled look.
“Go on then, continue. I’ll just be here watching. I can be patient.”
He sits on the bed beside me as I stare at him with wide eyes. Well I guess if he really is just my imagination, then that would make this whole thing more fun. Maybe it isn’t even a bad thing. The ultimate form of masturbation. Lovely.
“Maybe I will”
I take the dildo and secure it to the floor before slipping off my soaked panties and tossing them aside.
“I hope you enjoy the show.”
I am wet enough that I don’t need to apply any lube to it at all. I square over the brightly coloured toy and lower myself slowly, allowing it to spread my lips open and penetrate my most private place.
“Mmmgggggg~”
I moan as I lower myself further onto the toy. As it hits my G spot I instinctively squirm and thrust my hips, eager for more pleasure. I bounce up and down like a slut as the pink dildo fills me up more. I feel so full and relish in how full my pussy feels. I don’t know how to live with it empty. I need more. I want to be filled to the brim~ Suddenly almost without my own consent I sit all the way down, so my ass is against the hardwood floor. The sudden cold of the floor is almost enough to send me over the edge. I feel when the toy hits my cervix as my cunt eagerly accepts the 7 inches into it.
“I- Mmmm.. I’m gonna cum~”
I bounce faster and faster on the dildo and allow it to hit my insides harder and harder with each thrust.
“Ahhhhhhh~”
I savour the waves of pleasure that rush over me as I orgasm around the invading object inside me. I clench tightly around it and hug it from inside. Just that sensation alone is enough to make me cum again while I’m sensitive. I start to make a mess on the floor as my juices start leaking out of my pussy.
Once I pull myself off the dildo immediately my pussy opens up and I start feeling a mixture of lube and my own juices dripping down my thigh.
Wait a second. That guy. He’s gone. So it was my imagination after all?
Wait. If I can create people using my hallucinations. What’s stopping me?
I sit on my bed, still without any pants on, and picture the man standing at the door again.
“Hello gorgeous-“
Someone whispered into my ear.
I feel myself blush and my pussy heat up just hearing a man’s voice.
Rather than talking, which feels pointless with my subconscious, I turn around on the bed and stick my ass up for him to see.
“Oh you naughty, naughty girl. I see what you want. The question is whether or not I’ll give it to you~ Perhaps I’d feel more inclined if I heard you beg.”
When he spoke he spoke directly into my ear, in a smooth seductive tone.
It feels so weird to beg someone I know doesn’t exist. Screw it. I wanna know how it feels to be stuffed by my subconscious.
“Please daddy, I’d give anything to feel your dick deep up my ass. I promise çapa escort you I won’t let a drop of your sweet cum go to waste~ I’d love to taste it~”
“Alright, I suppose you asked politely. Anything for you sugar.”
He speaks roughly this time, in a more dominant way and I hear him starting to unzip his pants behind me. I turn my head to see that his cock is rock hard and around 8 inches long. A tad unrealistic, but if my mind is creating it then it could be whatever I wanted. He slaps his cock against me, smearing my ass with precum. He reaches into my box of toys and pulls out a small dildo.
“Look at all these. What a naughty girl. Seems like such a dirty person should surely be punished.”
“Yes I need to be punished desperately, hit me, spit on me, whatever you want master.”
“Kinky too I see. Well don’t expect me to be gentle.”
He spreads my cheeks open with his hands and roughly shoves the dildo up my pussy, making me gasp. It isn’t big enough to make me satisfied, but just big enough to make my pussy feel full. He leans his head down and I feel first his hot breath against my puckered hole. Then I feel his tongue.
“Ummmggggg”
I moan loudly in response to the sudden intrusion. My asshole quivers and twitches in response to his hot tongue buried deep inside my ass, moving and flicking against all my most sensitive places. It makes me buck my hips wildly and try to push back farther but he uses his strong arms to hold my waist down tightly to the bed, keeping me from moving much. His tongue is gentle at first, licking my insides tenderly, trailing along the rim of my ass. It feels so nice when he tenderly laps at my hole and savours the feeling of being buried in my ass. Suddenly though, gentle turns to rough as he starts to eat out my ass as if he’s a ravenous man, desperate to go deeper and deeper. He bits and nips at my hole and angrily flicks his tongue in and out faster than I thought was possible. It’s driving me crazy. I can’t take it. I hate that this man is a part of my mind. He knows when I get close, and in response he stops completely, edging me past the point of fun. It feels cruel and tortuous. I want more of him. I want to feel him deep inside me. I need his dick. I need to feel him cum deep in my guts.
“Please put it in. I can’t take it anymore. I need to feel your cock throbbing deep in my ass. Please I beg of you. I’m such a cockslut. Cum in my ass, please”
I almost start to cry at the thought of the endless teasing without relief. Tears start to form in my eyes. I feel them start to run down my face as I feel his tongue in my ass once again.
“Fine. But don’t say I didn’t warn you, slut.”
“Arrgggggggghhh”
Suddenly without warning he rams into my ass in one thrust. The pain in almost unbearably and I start to blackout. He isn’t using any lube at all. Just thrusting himself in and out of my sensitive asshole without any prep at all. What a jerk. I bite my lip and continue to cry out in pain as this man destroys my asshole. I can feel his dick throbbing with need as he ruts deep into my ass. I can feel every vein of his cock hard cock throbbing as he buries himself again and again into me.
“Stop, stop, stop it! Please!”
My begging and crying does nothing and this man continues to pummel my ass, his grip tightening on my waist as he uses his muscles to force me onto his cock.
“Don’t worry sugar, I’m close anyways. God damn, your tight asshole feels so fucking good around my cock baby. You were made for cock you fucking slut. Come on güngören escort keep going.”
I start sobbing, I can’t concentrate enough to make him go away. I’m powerless against this man. My hole burns as if it’s being torn apart. This man, who doesn’t even exist, is raping my asshole and tearing it apart. Suddenly he grabs onto the back of my head and wraps his hands in my long hair, grabbing it to use as a handlebar. He pulls back hard, forcing me farther onto his cock. I cry as he continues railing me, I can feel him getting close as he starts going faster and faster. It makes me sick to know that this man is going to release his cum into my stomach. It also makes me sick that despite not using any lube, his cock was sliding smoothly in and out of me because of the spit and precum in my hole, that now coated his shaft.
“Fuck yeah I’m gonna cum, come here sugar I know you want to be filled by my cum you fucking slut. Take it all. I don’t want to see any come out, or you’ll be punished.”
He pulls back on my hair, almost pulling a chunk out before I give in and push myself onto him. His pushes balls deep into my ass and my eyes widen suddenly as I feel buckets and buckets of hot cum dump into my stomach. He sprays my insides white as many volleys of cum spurt out of his cock. I feel so full. My stomach is full of cum. Just then I feel a huge orgasm coming on and I tighten my ass around his cock. My asshole twitches and itches as I cum just with my ass. It feels hungry, and for a minute I take his cock even deeper in me as my eyes roll to the back of my head. I feel disgusting. Not because I’m stuffed with cum. But because, it feels so good. Even after being humiliated like that, I can’t help but love it, the feeling of hot cum inside me.
“What a anal slut! Sugar, you came just with your ass, you liked that slut? Well we can always go for round two you know. But first, I’m gonna pull my cock out, and bitch you better let your hungry asshole drink up all my semen. I don’t want to see any spill.”
I couldn’t hear him though. My asshole is a twitching mess and I can’t think straight. Just then his cock pulls out of my ass and before I can even think I feel his hot cum pour out from my ass all over my bed sheets. I quickly tighten my hole, but to no avail. After getting my hold completely destroyed I can barely think, and my ass feels so empty and loose.
“Bitch! I thought I told you to keep it in? Looks like you didn’t learn you lesion. Sluts like you never learn.”
He slaps me hard across the face and spits again on my asshole. This time I’m too light headed to protest. First I feel the tip go it, then his whole cock. There was no pain this time, my hole is already stretched to its limit. I feel to full again. I then feel a sharp sting on my ass.
“Fucking slut! Do you want to be fucked or not? I don’t want a loose ass, tighten up bitch. Unless you want me to cum in your cunt?”
“Yes. Master. I’m sorry.”
I try my best to focus enough to tighten my ass muscles enough to give him some pleasure. I have to admit now that it feels so good to have a cock in my ass. Knowing that I can milk it without me getting pregnant. I want his baby milk so bad. The warm feeling in my tummy.
“Fuckkkkkkk”
I squeeze as tight as I can and start bouncing as fast as I can against him hoping to make him cum.
“Fuck, your ass is so good, keep that up bitch.”
I feel him start to go quicker so I tighten up as much a I can and push myself back so he can cum deep inside me.
“Oh my, bitch you really know how to milk a cock. Fuckkkkk I’m cuming.”
I squeeze my asshole tightly around his cock as he cums. I feel that warmth that I crave deep in my ass again. It feel so good. This time when he taste his cock out, I’m careful not to let any spill. Like a good slut. When I look to him again, he isn’t there. Neither is the cum spot on my bed. Fuck I love my mind.
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